The beginning of a new end

Mr Bond is my partner in crime. Making the time table for the next year. TOGETHER. My homie, during my lonely days you stared into my eyes and showed me the universe. I love you with my heart and soul. James Bond-007

2021 is about to end and last night my heart sank in the pit of my stomach and failed to rise back. Only 1.5 year left for the big day.
Will I fall or will I rise?
Will I witness a demise
Of the sun that once rose?
Will the moon be reborn
And bloom in the day?
Will I ever again be this frail?
Just another day in our lives.

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